Hope You’re Happy

I hope you’re happy
With your friend and companion
Who’s half your age
What on Earth do you find
To talk about
When the light fades?

I hope you’re happy
With your car or two or three
But cars are all the same to me

I hope you’re happy
With your expense account
With your expenses
And your expensive memory
Your memory seems to be
Certainly extensive

I hope you’re happy
To keep those little pieces of me
You will not set them free
Those little pieces of me

I had forgotten them
I had buried them
They mean nothing to me

I hope you’re happy
I hope you’re pleased
To keep those little pieces of me

You can keep them
You have nothing of me
You have no piece of me

I hope you’re happy
With your slim-line ethics
Which slip inside your briefcase

I hope you’re happy
Because life is not a C.V.
It is not an insipid portfolio
Of all we’d choose to show

I hope you’re happy
Because you cannot say so
And you cannot be
And the last thing you can say
Is sorry
It’s the easiest word for me

I hope you’re happy
With your friendships
And packed social diary
You treat it like business

Like dominoes
These things are racked
Did you want me to match them?
Did you want me to crash them?
I gave up a lifetime ago
In the fullness of time
You’ll do it yourself
And you will do it well

I gave up a lifetime ago
I gave up making Hell

You’ll do it yourself
Because your self is what you do
It’s only of interest to you, you, you

You sold it all so well
All those crisp notes
You spent on yourself
Because there was no one else

No one could get past you
No one could knock through your ego
Who would want to even try?

But there’s nothing really there
And I don’t really care

I hope you’re happy
With your plans for the place
You’re going to make
Another dream to fake
Another claim to stake

What was it you wanted to achieve?
Just to run this all past me?
You don’t even know me
It was the last century
When I had set you free

And you’re still free
Is that the place to be?

I hope you’re safe
As your heart grows old
And September evenings grow cold

Clouds unfold
And you’ll make the way of rain
Into trees you’ll cross again
Beneath the wood
Was where you stood

I hope you’re happy
Because I don’t give a damn
I hope you’re happy
Because I am.


© Martin Slidel 2018




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